"We're going streaking! WOOOOOO!"

It's our anniversary today. That's right I have been with the man of my dreams for a whole year already. Now we're traveling abroad soon so we said no presents, we're just going out to dinner and chilling. I know that the nice girlfriend thing to do would to get myself some hubba hubba lingerie and surprise him (unless he reads this first). There are a few things stopping me from doing this 1) The man hasn't been feeling well and it seems cruel. 2) I have always gone for baby dolls and things that are a little longer than my hips and loose around my belly. I think he likes tight things. I know he thinks I am a hottie but to me this would be like wearing a bikini before I'm ready. frankly I would rather be naked. So I guess we'll have to go with the no gift but my love plan. Sorry if that was an over share, I do that. Hence the anonymity.

Speaking of naked I think a lot of girls with weight issues, and perhaps some without have issues with that as well. It took me years not to undress under the covers and hope that no man saw me with a light on. Now, most of the time I can dance around proud but oddly if I am in clothes in public that show fat I am mortified. Go figure. Maybe I just shouldn't get dressed. Good plan.

So... I guess that was today's share story.

Tonight I do plan on a glass of wine with dinner and maybe even dessert. It's my favorite restaurant and a very special occasion. I've never loved, trusted, and been happy all at the same time. The man is the complete package. No you can't have him.

I think I can work some extra exercise into the schedule over the weekend.

Anyone want to talk about being naked? Other insecurities?

Love,

Lula Mae